When I know…….
I’m in for the long day
It’s memories from a better time
That keeps me sane
Restless in bed
With cold sweats
I shiver and shake
And suddenly can feel
All the love and heartbreak
I see their faces
And wonder…
How I could have avoided
The reckless mistakes that were made
I picture their lives
And wonder…
How much precious time went to waste
When everything can just suddenly change
Do they still have dreams?
And how many of those now, are too far away?
Would they laugh at the same pretentious jokes?
Or show their cards all nonchalant, and continue to play?
The twilight of my youth is over
And that’s okay
I made a cold bed to sleep in
When it was already years too late
By: S.M. Reno